No Sleep

Okay so last night which was Thursday I went to a Lock in with the best friend Gabby Marie. we stayed up ALL night. we were SUPPOSED  to sleep we said we were gonna. but didnt happen.. ALL NIGHT we pranked called. took pcitures. called the boys well their boys since i dotn have one yet but im very much working on it. it will happen. i know it.  im aiming for this year because hopefully when im 18....i'll be able to have some more freedom and hopefully with that freedom i'll be able to see him. :) that makes me happy, we're already planning on going to go see the ball drop new years 2011 into 2012. lol. sooo yeah :) i get happy when i think about it. but im doing whatb my friends tell me and thats be careful. guard your heart. <3

but anyway i was planning on playing Black Ops today because Gabby Marie said it was like the best game ever...now i normally odont play video games but then my cousin came over and i was watching her daughter which is also my little cousin brooklyn so i couldnt play any shoot em games while a little 2 year old was thre now could i? that wouldnt be right now would it? right didnt think so. sooooo when i got home at like 9 i slept for 4 hours then the cousins came over and so i fixed myself an egg and toast just waking up after not sleeping a all and then eating a real lunch? that would be weird i wanted a breakfast so i fixed an egg for my lunch and so we had to keep the 2 year old occupied until her mother got done tanning. so my mother said put on some music. a two year old wont listen to skillet, or the kind of music i listen to. so iwe had to listen to little kid stuff. like hannah montana. (ew) and (ewer) miley cyrus. well there the same person its  just a stupid blonde wig. so anyway were listening to hannah montana and im singing along. thats how tired i was, i was dancing to. i hated it. then we stopped because her mom finally showed  up then my neighbor showed up with her two dogs. so we took my dog outside and my cousin was running around playing with the dogs. then we went inside. then talked for awhile. they left after awhile and we made dinner home made tacos great way to end the new year!

 so now im on here and facebook uploading pictures and tagging them from last night it was pretty sweeet. and im in a giddy happy mood. thinking about how next year is going to be. if it happens which im sure it will. its going to be amazing. wed get there. stay there all day and of course wed be warm byork) ecause we have each other. hed start kissing me at 11:59 and we wont stop until 12:01am that way i have the perfecrt ending. yes i got that from a facebook group so what. :) it made me smile

     butttttt the lock had a downfall i was debating whether ot not to text the guy i like who likes me back (the one whose taking me to new york. well yeah we havent had talked in two days it was like he didnt answer my texts. so i send him a 6 page long text saying how i feel and stuff. then he sends a two page saying he wants me and everything about me in his life. that made me smile so much. but its just that my parents nesscessarily dont approve of him. but i know in time even if they dont approve im still going for him. parents or people cant seperate you from love.
if they could they wouldnt call it love <3