Best Friend Gabby Marie

okay so this post is dedicated to my best friend Gabby Marie.

thats her. ^ born on October 23,1995. 19995 hasnt happened yet. my bad gabby. :) but she is amazing and i love her. ive known her for over year. it will be two years. in the summer. im pretty sure in june. she loves drunk elmo. i play it everytime and she cracks up. alot of people might say were crack heads but trsut me were not were the farthest thing from that. haha. <3

she is one of the nicest people i know. and prettiest. she LOVES the notebook and can quote it like no one else. she knows it word for word for word for word. just like me for a walk to remember :)

she LOVES her stuffed monkey..but he doesnt have a tail. so its a really cool but retarded monkey. his name is little timmy. named after her boyfriend timmy. who is really cute. Gabby no im not gonna steal him.

SHE LOVES JESUS and wants to be a youth pastor and im going to be her helper help person . if she lets me which i know she will. she has tons of faith. she loves this camp called northbay.

She Loves photography. She took this at her house in her front yard.

amazing right? she also loves to write and blogs herself she actually got me back into it. well writing the blogs i used to write blogs then i just went to posting my photos then i decided to do both. and im really glad i did becauuse then i would never be writing this blog.

OMG GABBY ITS NEW YEARS.......EVE. thats crazy. im watching Dick Clark new years eve thing. :)

Oh and we get totally retarded together so if you dont understand something its probably because your not us. we give each other the besrt advice anyone could ask for. we have the best quotes and inside jokes out there. im really glad i can call her my best friend and sisteer.

she never had a sister. neither have i. so we each others sisters.:)

i forgot what...wait never mind!   my biggest regret in life is that ill never have a dog. but sometimes i tie a piece of hair to lint and pull it around.....his name is alan.    
do you know what i do in the free time? hang glide on a dorito.
do you know what i use to tie skies to my car? a hair. do you know what i use for skis? a hair.


is it possible to have green lights? yes gabby christmas lights! and traffic lights der!

im sorry he didnt know your voice lol

were such retards

we need to take vacations together

like now

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weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee hahah pig

uhm idk im still fly!

im bored and ran out of thing to say

which isnt normal for me.

this is us! two peas in a pod :) best friends everrrrrr the spongebob song ahahaaha i love you.
your best friend jesss

No Sleep

Okay so last night which was Thursday I went to a Lock in with the best friend Gabby Marie. we stayed up ALL night. we were SUPPOSED  to sleep we said we were gonna. but didnt happen.. ALL NIGHT we pranked called. took pcitures. called the boys well their boys since i dotn have one yet but im very much working on it. it will happen. i know it.  im aiming for this year because hopefully when im 18....i'll be able to have some more freedom and hopefully with that freedom i'll be able to see him. :) that makes me happy, we're already planning on going to go see the ball drop new years 2011 into 2012. lol. sooo yeah :) i get happy when i think about it. but im doing whatb my friends tell me and thats be careful. guard your heart. <3

but anyway i was planning on playing Black Ops today because Gabby Marie said it was like the best game ever...now i normally odont play video games but then my cousin came over and i was watching her daughter which is also my little cousin brooklyn so i couldnt play any shoot em games while a little 2 year old was thre now could i? that wouldnt be right now would it? right didnt think so. sooooo when i got home at like 9 i slept for 4 hours then the cousins came over and so i fixed myself an egg and toast just waking up after not sleeping a all and then eating a real lunch? that would be weird i wanted a breakfast so i fixed an egg for my lunch and so we had to keep the 2 year old occupied until her mother got done tanning. so my mother said put on some music. a two year old wont listen to skillet, or the kind of music i listen to. so iwe had to listen to little kid stuff. like hannah montana. (ew) and (ewer) miley cyrus. well there the same person its  just a stupid blonde wig. so anyway were listening to hannah montana and im singing along. thats how tired i was, i was dancing to. i hated it. then we stopped because her mom finally showed  up then my neighbor showed up with her two dogs. so we took my dog outside and my cousin was running around playing with the dogs. then we went inside. then talked for awhile. they left after awhile and we made dinner home made tacos great way to end the new year!

 so now im on here and facebook uploading pictures and tagging them from last night it was pretty sweeet. and im in a giddy happy mood. thinking about how next year is going to be. if it happens which im sure it will. its going to be amazing. wed get there. stay there all day and of course wed be warm byork) ecause we have each other. hed start kissing me at 11:59 and we wont stop until 12:01am that way i have the perfecrt ending. yes i got that from a facebook group so what. :) it made me smile

     butttttt the lock had a downfall i was debating whether ot not to text the guy i like who likes me back (the one whose taking me to new york. well yeah we havent had talked in two days it was like he didnt answer my texts. so i send him a 6 page long text saying how i feel and stuff. then he sends a two page saying he wants me and everything about me in his life. that made me smile so much. but its just that my parents nesscessarily dont approve of him. but i know in time even if they dont approve im still going for him. parents or people cant seperate you from love.
if they could they wouldnt call it love <3

Its not the person that hurt you, its the situation

Okay well you know how when your going out with someone and something happens and you break up? then they one that got dumped runs to their friends and say "he hurt me" "she hurt me" well yeah 'they' broke your heart. to you maybe but i look at it this way. if they say they wont hurt you. trust them on that. sure a little thing here and there might sting. but thats not really them is it? its the situation that hurt.

in my case it is. the guy i 'can't' be with. its complicated. he wants to be with me too. but were not together.
why you may ask? because im still in school and my parents dont neccessarily approve. he respects that decision. which i think is the most awesome thing. but it hurts a little because we're not actually together. its not him. its simply the situation. the situation of parents not approving.

so think about when you say he hurt me or she hurt me. its not really them its the situation that did. so they kept their word they didnt hurt you did they? its whatever happened that  messed up the relationship...

okay so he called you a whore. but why did he call you a whore? was it because you cheated on him? seee HE didnt hurt you. the situation did that hurt. it was your fault because you cheated. so you hurt him by cheating on him....he didnt hurt you.
thats why you should NEVER cheat on anyone. even if your talking to someone. dont call someone else babe, cutie or whatever. yeah i understand your not going out but i mean what would happen if the person your talking to saw? the situation hurts

one time it was the situation that made my friend upset the one where him and i couldnt be together. i thought i did something. but it was just the situation. we still talk. we still plan to go out in the future:)

so yeah when you think someone hurt you dont say that THEY hurt you. say that it was the situation it makes the healing process go by faster.

and of course you have your friends to hold you together. so lean on them. and dont let them hurt you because they really havent it was the situation. thats what i always tell myself and it keeps me from getting upset and saying things i shouldnt mean.

Moving On

so i put this on my facebook and alot of people seemed to like it so i decided to post it on here. enjoy :)

Life has its ups and downs, highs and lows. they all come together as one. Sometimes it may seem that nothing or no one is out there for you, but believe me there is! In your "ups and highs" your happy and satisfied with life, you dont want those moments to end, you wish you could re-live them over and over again. Then here comes the heart ache the "lows and downs" you hate what happened to you and your no longer satisfied, you dont think there's reason to live. You want it to over, the good times you had with that person make it hurt because you miss them. Just move on, life gets better i promise you.

THIS IS THE MOST IMPORTANT
In life you just gotta learn to move on, people get hurt, but you gotta move on and be happy because you learn from whatever happened, and you know someone out there is better for you.

If someone doesnt make you an option dont make them a priority, it will really hurt in the end, trust me. Dont use someone. Always smile, but when something is wrong, you need to go to that person instead of spreading it all around.

Dont ever think that your a mistake because God has a special plan for you.

OH and if you like someone JUST TELL THEM!! you may never know if they like you or not.

My life

Well I'm Jess I'm 17 years old and this is my first blog post that i'm writing. i enjoy writing about life, love hopes and dreams. i enjoy taking photography.
 I'm a senior <3 and im loving it.
Im me and no one else, i do things my way. i like what i wanna like and dont like what i dont like.
one thing people should know about is that i hate GUCCI MANE and Waka Flocka and Lil' wayne. sorry if you like them buttt its not my cup of tea. i HIGHLY enjoy classic rock.

I believe everything happens for a reason.....the people you date. your friends. everything in your life God put them there for a reason. whatever that reason may be its for your own good. you may not think so but it is. <3
I love my life. no one will change or try to change me. yeah i have my days when i just feel lonely and sad. but my friends are always there to stick me back together. its like glue.