Theres only one person who reads this so just think of it as me telling you all about my life. Pretty soon I'll probably make one of me at Honor Academy - yes I got accepted. I leave in 17 days! 10 days after Christmas. There's so much to tell you.
Well, I don't think I've written since the beginning of 2011. Heres I go (sorry it jumps around I'm in a rush) I got into Honor Academy! YAAAAAAAAAAY!!!! I leave January 5th!thats 10 days after Christmas AND me and that guy are no longer THANK GOD!
I had to be strong when he wanted me back, its like he always has to have someone to talk to or something and doesn't want a relationship. He was going out with this one girl, who lives in Arizona because something happened and her parents sent her there. Well then it said she was in a relationship with him but yesterday it stopped. Needless to say I TOLD HER SO! I told her to be careful. But guaranteeing in 2 weeks (give or take) he asks for her back, he'll say I miss you blah blah blah. Then they'll be 'happy' once again.
Same sitch like it was with me.
BUT I'm so asdfghjkl over this guy. Not the one above ^^ he's long gone. Although I contemplated with the fact that I might add him back on facebook....I tried talking to him on there through messages but he hasn't replied. Well anyone back to the guy I like.
I liked him since May/June he liked me back, he had gone through a bad break up in like March or something. He knew I was involved with said jerk above who I talked about all the time. He didn't want to be a homewrecker. as well I think he didn;t want me to feel like a rebound for him. We became fast friends. SuperClose. I still can't believe we're this close, we lost touch for a few weeks/months in the summer but then I saw him almost every week at Beachmont. I decided that I would tell him I like him (in the summer) Yes, Stevo I actually did) I didn't say it face-to-face well scratch that, because I think skype counts as face-to-face...anyway he said I'm like his sister and that our friendship is too important to him to ruin with a relationship if we don't work out.
So in a way he's sparing both our feelings, we're still young and don't know what we want. Maybe one day him and I will be together. If that's the way God planned it, there's no way telling what will happen. Especially with me becoming a wonderful woman of God thanks to the Honor Academy! I'm so excited for that! I might be my special guy there, or he might be right under my nose!
But even if said guy and I don't go out, I'm fine with being his friend and sister, After all since I'm his sister he'll respect me..which is awesome. I love how he respects me. and that we can be best friends.
EVERYONE and I'm not kidding when I say EVERYONE thinks him and I would be cute together, even some people thought he was my boyfriend, that's how it seems. But I honestly think that's a sign.
What do you think? (and yes I want you to answer)
Uhm I don't know if i have more to write, or type. but I have to go out to lunch now and then ready for my last day of work until the year 2013!!!!!!!!!!!!
